Heart, Lies, Weakness, Soul

Mad and angery, scared and a lone
worrying and doubtful,
the fear of growing cold
no time for feeling sorry,
have to move on,
can't lose control

Losing yourself in confidence
losing self control
my eyes lie in weakness
as my thoughts grow cold

The gun, a pistol of madness
a pull of the trigger, a lost soul
people who commite suicide and
murder, are weak in the soul

I want to become stronger,
I want to have soul, I can make life better
Because I know!