A secret love that I couldn't forget

Oh, how I wish, I could of talked to you
but my heart was not open,
and I didn't come to truth
I couldn't bare the thought,
of being not excepted
but that doesn't matter now,
because that's the way I left it.

I loved you from the beginning,
as I couldn' take you off my mind
our friendship was special,
something so devine.

I loved your essense of beauty
as you've might of felt mine
I wish I could touch your feelings
I wish you could know mine

I love you so, Jackie
Oh, how I wasted that chance
on a secret of something
a friendship that I couldn't forget!