The Feelings of Disillusion

What was, is, and what is, was.
Mishandled with love, taken down by hate,
the feeling of disillusion
was not that great.
Pain and suffer, as old and new,
only things happen to you and me.

Heart broken, down with the need of renewal,
feelings bring the thought
of a better sense of you.
Not why, and not why not,
but it's about what,
it's about what we've got.